Ok so I know everyone read this book like 8 years ago, but little Jilly just barely finished the 1st one and is now on New Moon. I am dying! This book was seriously amazing and I'm not gonna lie I'm a bit obsessed with Vampires at the moment. My sister was the one who told me to go buy it so I went out that night and got it. I stayed up all night reading it and then read it when I got home from work at Dave's house. I'd fix dinner and then read until 11, head home and do it all again the next day. It was so crazy how much I loved this book. Bella reminds me of my friend Kimmie. When they described her and her sweet personality and everything I just kept picturing little Kimmie that I grew up with, so it made it a ton of fun to read.
I find myself looking at people and thinking there is some secret world of Vampires out there that I don't know about now. I love that it's based in Washington because I used to go there all the time to see my sister, so I can actually picture exactly what it's like and it seriously does rain EVERYDAY! It's so much fun talking about this book with Jamie because she loved it as much as I did. We both would sneak away for an hour here or there to read this. I love it. So any of you that are looking for a book to read I highly recommend this one!
The 2nd one I am having a harder time getting through but I am finally starting to get into it. I can not wait for the movie to come out!!! Only 32 more days!! I'm so excited! I will admit I have a crush on Edward Cullen. Who doesn't love a Vampire? LOL.....Oh and I find myself telling Dave all the time that I want to read minds and be perfect like Rosalie. I'm a spaz. Good thing he loves me!
Oct 3, 2008
Shopping again with the money I don't have. Not only do we have the pink purse, the black hat, and all the crazy clothes in the background that I love and Dave would never want to see me in. LOL it's so funny how much I've changed in just little things. I'm finally ok being cute modest fun little Jilly instead of loud hot pink high heels and red lipstick chick. But it's still fun to play every once in awhile and just see Dave laugh at me. :)
So I totally have the cutest boyfriend in the world. Dave makes me smile everyday but today he just made me realize why I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I had been having a rough day. My job is a bit stressful on me and I had a meeting that kinda broke me down and I just needed to see Dave. I left work and started driving to salt lake to surprise him after he got out of school. I didn't know that Dave had plans to go to Jiu Jitsu after school. He didn't let me know this until it slipped hours later. I picked him up and we went to Paradise Bakery and had lunch. After that I had planned on making him Lasagna all day because he had been asking me for weeks to make it, so I finally was going to be girlfriend of the year and make it. While I was making dinner he was in his room writing a letter to a good friend of his. He let me read the letter and it brought me close to tears. This boy of mine holds me on such a pedestal and thinks the world of me and wants to tell everyone about it that it touches me so deeply it brings me to tears to think about it. I have never had a man treat me with such kindness and respect and have such a deep true love for me that I can feel throughout my soul. I never in this world thought I would be this lucky to have someone in my life like that and to know that I get to spend the rest of my life with him is so incredible to me. No we're not engaged if that is what you are thinking, but I know it will happen. I don't even care when anymore. It can be whenever he is ready because I'm just happy knowing that I have finally after 24 years of waiting I have found my soulmate. I have found the man that God send down on this earth just for me. I have found my best friend and the love of my life and it's the coolest thing in the world to me!! Thank you God for giving me Dave. I couldn't ask for anything more and I use to only dream of this type of happiness.