Jul 8, 2008

Car Hunting

So Dave and I had quite the adventurous day today. :) He's so hot!! :) We went car shopping because the jeep had some ummmm problems. So we took out the little honda and went looking for cars. After a day of disappointment and not finding a thing I took Davey home and left. I instantly missed him which is so cool to me because I have never missed anyone. Damn I love that boy. I felt so bad though because I left him in the middle of BFE without a car and nothing to do. I came home and went and worked out and then read for awhile.
It's the coolest thing in the world to me that I miss this kid. It was only 5 hours and all I wanted to do was get back in my car and drive over to his house and kiss him. I think it's great how I think about him and miss him because I have never had that before. Everytime he got out of my car today to walk around a lot all I could do was look at him and think how lucky I am. He's the most beautiful man I have ever seen and I am so attracted to him. Everything about him I love. He makes me so happy and the coolest thing about all of it is that he makes me want to be a better person. He builds me up instead of tearing me down which is what I have normally settled for.
He is also so proud of me. It makes me feel so good that even on days when I feel like crap or feel ugly he holds my hand and shows me off and is so proud of me. Wow, I couldn't ask for any better. I am so happy and it's the coolest feeling in the world. This is what is was always supposed to be like. This is how it's supposed to feel, and it's so freakin awesome!! I'm the lucky one in this relationship. I'm the one that is coming out of top here. I'm the one that wakes up every morning and can't wait to see Dave. I'm the one that looks at him and wonders why he chose me. I'm the one that feels like I won the prize. I'm the one that loves every second I spend with him and cherish every minute I'm in his presence. It's so cool and I feel so truly blessed I can't even explain!!!